Nuther Song!

Love the Goo Goo Dolls!! lol

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Goo Goo Dolls - Slide

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Could you whisper in my ear

The things you wanna feel

Ill give you anything

To feel it coming

Do you wake up on your own

And wonder where you are

You live with all your faults

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Chorus:

I wanna wake up where you are

I wont say anything at all

So why dont you slide

Yeah were gonna let it, slide

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Dont you love the life you killed

The priest is on the phone

Your father hit the wall

Your ma disowned you

Dont suppose Ill ever know

What it means to be a man

Something I cant change

Ill live around it

Chorus

And Ill do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall

May put your arms around me

What you feel is what you are

And what you are is beautiful

May do you wanna get married

Or run away

And Ill do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall

May put your arms around me

What you feel is what you are

And what you are is beautiful

May do you wanna get married

Or run away

Chorus

Songs--

Since I am not up to big entries right now, I am gonna put songs that have special meaning to me!

The first is from my Wedding--our first dance

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Betcha By Golly Wow
by:
The Stylistics

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There's a spark of magic in your eyesCandyland appears each time you smileNever thought that fairy tales come trueBut they come true, when i'm near youYou're a genie in disguiseFull of wonder and surprise, andBetcha by golly, wowYou're the one that i've been waiting for, foreverAnd ever will my love for you keep growing strongKeep growing strongIf i could, i'd catch a falling starTo shine on you so i'll know where you areAll the rainbows in your favorite shadesTo show i love you, thinking of youWrite your name across the skyAnything you ask, i'll try

'cause betcha by golly, wowYou're the one that i've been waiting for, foreverAnd ever will my love for you, keep growing strongKeep growing strongBetcha by golly, wowYou're the one that i've been waiting for, foreverAnd ever will my love for you, keep growing strongKeep growing strongBetcha by golly, wowYou're the one that i've been waiting for, foreverAnd ever will my love for you, keep growing strongKeep growing strong

Hmmmmm

Things are a bit out of whack right now! Nothing to worry about, just need some time to get my house in order. The stress is starting to get to me. My legs are not cooperating and the fatigue is yucky!! So I really need to get myself together before it gets worse. Sitting is killing me right now and causing swelling of my leg and pain in my lower back. I told hubby to take me out and shoot me like a lame horse! lol I will get through this, I always do...just a part of me!
I'll be checking in from time to time, but not on daily right now. I'll be back!! lol
I hope you all have a fantastic week!!!
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**Oi**

Well yesterday was a complete mess!! The morning into mid afternoon was ok, then the kids came home. My 11 year old ds is having some problems--emotional, anger etc. We are seeing a counselor to help him. Homework time is the worst. They think he may have add/adhd type of issues, but not sure yet. It has been going on for weeks now, but since school started it has come back full force. The concentration is not there and he takes it out on me. So after 1.5 hours of being home and many tears and anger-- the homework was still not done. By now my stress level was very high! So I went into his room and stayed there until he did it....Then fell asleep with a wonderful migrane starting. Then we had dinner and it was back to school night!! HOORAY!!!!.....not!! lol So we get there and see all the teachers. I had to give my ds's teachers a form to fill out for the counselor, and let them know what is going on. So it was ok. We get home and I realize that all the homework that he did not turn in, and got merits removed for this, was in his notebook. So.....We sat down and did it all together. By 10pm I was beat and finally got to bed. So at this point the night was a lil calmer....lol they were all sleeping!! :P At 11pm I hear a **CRASH** I tell my hubby I think it is the hamsters cage in our dd's room. YUP sure enough the cat jumped up and took down the cage! At first we thought Skecher was dead...But he wasn't, just a lil shocked. Poor thing. My dd and I cleaned up the cage put in new bedding and food and got him all set up ok. Finally..back to bed!! Up at 6am and first thing the kids, well 2 of them are fighting.....as usual! What a way to wake up!! Finally get them to school!! WOOHOO!!! And now I am so mentally drained it's not funny. I just so hope that my son gets what he needs out of the counseling. I see where it is all stemming from, but it is so hard to 'fix' it. I always said if I felt any of my kids needed help I would get it for them--and here we are. I am so scared for him....the stress and bottled up emotions he has is so not healthy for an 11 year old or for anyone else for that matter. It's been going on for a long time now, I am so sick of the 'he's just spoiled' and 'he's just having temper tantrums' I could spit! Then I get the 'you do not need this with your MS'.......helloooooo it's not about me, it's about him!!! The only bad thing I see it that the twins get pushed aside as he needs more one on one time. I am trying to find that happy medium so they all get equal time. Please keep my ds in your thoughts and/or prayers. He is my heart!
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So anywho......now that you are depressed!! lol I am gonna watch a couple of movies today and try and recoup from yesterday. I need to get working on my site some more, my msn group, and some web sites for a couple of people that want them.....there are not enough hours in a day!! But I also need to get myself well, so today all the other things will have to wait. Need some me time right now! TY to those who made it through this read....I'm really not as nuts as ya might think! lol --ok maybe a little--
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I hope you all have a wonderful day and an awesome weekend!!

Sooooo Tired.....

OMG got the serious tireds today!! I can't get moving at all!! I'm drinking my coffee and zoning here, lol....I need to WAKE up!!!
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On a different note, please keep my friend, Nicole's mom, in your thoughts and prayers. She is battleing cancer and needs our good thoughts. I believe in prayer, for those that do not, please keep her in your thoughts.
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Well I am gonna head off for a bit and get a lil rest....be back later! Have a great day all!!

What a Life!!

TY to all who commented yesterday, made my day. Maybe this blog thing will be o-k!! lol So last night I'm sitting in my computer chair and WHAM.....this pain just grabbed my neck and would not let go. Finally it eased off and then BOOM....my hips and my legs went buh bye!! lol The pain really sucked, thank God for good meds!! Honestly though I'm getting a bit pissed off at this whole MS thing....ok I tried it....don't like it....so go away!! Oh ya....I can be a bit sarcastic at times too!! lol Deal with it! If I make jokes about my MS please don't get offended.....I need to be able to joke about it to deal with it. Otherwise, I'd go completely nuts....we're talking mental ward nuts! You have to find humor in all aspects of your life...taking life too seriously can mess ya up bad.
So anywho, this morning a lil shaky, but much better. Got up and got the kids ready for school and jumped on here. As always working on my www site and posting in my groups. Waiting for the MIL to come over...then more computer things until the kids come home aound 2pm. See ya in a bit!

Well hang in there with me....So new to this 'blog' thing. LOL But everyone is telling me it would be good for me to write down things that go on in my life......Ok then. Beware as I can be pretty honest, LOL and maybe even use bad language at times, but I will try and be good!! A lil addition....added my pic...click on it to see better, lol Not sure if I like this blog thing!! But as soon as I figure out what to write I'll be back. Mainly today working on my website members area and taking it easy. The kids get home in about 15 minutes, so there goes my computer time!! lol So I will be back tomorrow sometime!